Not a single day passes without at least a glimpse of doom, agony or despair. There's a sensation of being both stuck and unstuck, of wanting to go home, only there never was a home to go to.
Everywhere the same hell. Your acceptance of it won't make it go away. You can distract yourself, but it's always there. Nothing can save you.
Its name is Awareness. Its name is Humankind.
lyrics
[Chorus]
Agony
Like an ocean of trees
And I wish I could sink
Agony
Like salt water
Filling my lungs
[Verse 1]
PAIN
PAIN
WITHOUT END
(And I crave repose)
PAIN
PAIN
WITHOUT END
(But I have no home)
[Chorus]
Agony
Like an ocean of trees
And I wish I could sink
Agony
Like salt water
Filling my lungs
And I wish I could drown
[Verse 2]
No solace
No peace
Ataraxy
escapes me
And I scream
until my ragged
lungs collapse
And I scream
For relief
credits
from Marto,
released January 10, 2020
Music, lyrics and vocals by The Vessel
Vocals recorded by Arto Kujala
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